halloween!!

date: november 1st, 2025
mood: good :3

song on loop: primitive state - creature feature

ok so i KNOW it's not halloween anymore but i passed out before i could give a halloween update sooooooo. november first halloween blog update jumpscare. i was a little disappointed about the halloween spirit in the world this year, i wasn't really feeling it after a few days into october :(

i spent halloween at home for the first time this year since my friend i usually celebrate with was busy, which i was a little bummed about. but it all worked out regardless!! i ended up going to pick out some candy to just have at home with my mom, brother, and grandparents, and spent the night playing video games with my partners rue and dandi!! it was really nice and i had a lot of fun, even if it was different than what i've been used to. my dad also made burgers which were very yummers

i have a dental procedure coming up in about a week and a half which i'm pretty nervous about. i have a rare dental condition called amelogenesis imperfecta, which is basically a deformity in my teeth that affects enamel growth. it varies but the type i currently have means i don't have any enamel at all, which makes my teeth. Really Sensitive!!!!!!! it's not fun!!!! so i've had to do a lot of dental procedures and trials and the such for dentists to try and treat it.

i have full crowns, temporary ones right now, but the procedure is going to be the dentists taking them all off to measure my teeth for permenant crowns, and then they'll put me in new temporaries and soon i'll start to be put into the new permanent crowns!! and hopefully that'll mean normal dentist visits where i'm not poked and prodded at like some weird lab experiment from then on (wghich has been REALLY traumatizing for me. its been going on basically as long as ive been alive)

i cant really think of anything else to talk about so thats all!! bye bye :3