a bit of a life update

date: january 31st, 2026
mood: alright

hi ok yeah its been a while since ive made a journal entry wow

i will not lie things have been rough. 2025 sucked as a whole, officially (and very messily) broke up with an abusive partner like a week before my birthday(im 19 now yayyy!! woohoo!!) and my mental health has been horrible in ways i dont think i'll get into currently. but things have been looking up at least. i had a nice birthday, went to the beach with my grandparents for a week and a half while my brother and i's bedrooms were being swapped out, and now i'll be able to redecorate my bedroom!! im excited about that

it also snowed today, like fully snowed and didnt melt, for the first time in a few years. its really pretty outside, i took some nice pictures. it just sucks that im not as able to manuever around in the snow as easily as i could as a kid lol, but i still enjoyed being outside

i cant think of anything else to write so that'll be all for now i think!!